Live Love Laugh

2011-10-26T02:52:00.001+08:00

2 more days till my birthday, all i wished for to have him to be part of my happiness on my birthday. nothing much. just happiness. but i cant expect much to make it happen. sigh..

somebody tell him im sorry.

a pact

2011-10-18T01:43:00.003+08:00

every time i feel that things doesn't go right..

i will take a step back.. as im too fear to take the risk.

almost taking up the risk, but i have this thinking if i told him the truth, possibility our friendship might ruin. so i decided to let go instead. i guess i have to face reality.

anyway, to you. my own game partner. i really appreciate our friendship. i guess you're the reason why i always go to break during school, looking around for you, addicted to games, late night whatsapp. stay up late, just to talk to you. thank you =')

2011-09-29T03:21:00.001+08:00

if ure here to stay, then just stay and don't go away.

stay with me. ='(

truth about me

2011-09-21T22:19:00.002+08:00

honestly, sometime i feel that when it comes to LOVE, i FEEL that im not SERIOUS at ALL.

not even the slightest moment or the slightest things. i FEEL that it can only last me a few hours and then i forget about it.

you

2011-07-31T02:58:00.001+08:00

i will miss you. i will miss disturbing you. no matter what, you know you're making me smile even with the slightest thing u make. i hope time will tell....

xoxo, cinta.

2011-07-25T00:19:00.002+08:00

how the hell i can bump into you today!! LIKE WTF!!
WHY YOU!!? WHY YOU ?? AFTER 2 YEARS?!!

dear you

2011-07-21T00:27:00.001+08:00

i'm so happy today..
i saw him in school and we kind of making eye contact..
too shy to look at him! *smack forehead*
but we exchange smile, eye contact & greetings..
seeing him smile make my heart beats faater..
and when i see him smile i will end up having a big smile from one end to another..
i think im falling for him...
but im not gonna rush things off..
i shall take it slow! aint sure if he likes me too..
he's the subject of everything now..
i miss him already..
i hope he miss me too...

xoxo, cinta.

2011-07-19T01:33:00.002+08:00

this blog its going be about him..
he may not know this, but i think im going to step back..
no rushing..

2011-07-19T00:32:00.000+08:00

i miss you. talk to me soon pls. i miss you disturbing me. =(

2011-07-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

i miss you, boy..
you make me smile like a silly girl...
i hope you feel the same way too..
no rush in this.
but im beginning to feel for only one person..
i open my heart for this...
i miss you once again..
ure the reason why i feel energize for school..
i hope we keep it like this n stay this way...

2011-07-18T02:33:00.001+08:00

i think im falling for you.
but im not sure how you feel about me..
i love the way u smile..
i hope for u everyday..
even the slightest things u do just make me smile...
i miss you, boy..

random

2010-08-16T02:12:00.002+08:00

i never knew i would fall for someone who i fall for before.

ohh dear.

hello world

2010-06-12T18:08:00.002+08:00

last post May 17!!

u gotta be kidding me!!

arrrhh..

HELLO WORLD!!!

I just want to say ..

Alhamdulilah.

Im really blessed with everything..

im really happy=)

all the way!

melt my heart to stone

2010-05-17T02:07:00.003+08:00

U ASKED ME NOT TO HATE YOU!
AND NOW URE TELLING ME TO HATE U INSTEAD.
I GUESS I SHOULD HATE YOU WAY WAY BACK JERK!

i guess my friends say it right.
im not worth a person like you.
u call me bitch? go on calling me dat and tell everybody dat i am!
i dont give a fcuked bout it..
im sicked and tired of everything.

i dun care what ure doing now so dun you care bout mine.
so fcuked off okay!

KAU JGN NAK CARI PASAL NGAN AKU!
ure out!

i guess.. im tired..

=.=

random

2010-05-16T00:31:00.002+08:00

update soon.

thoughts

2010-05-10T09:22:00.000+08:00

Did you know you used to mean a lot to me? Well, yeah that’s true. Now, you’re just another face in the crowd.

.FARTIKA JAAFAR.

i turn to you

2010-05-09T23:50:00.002+08:00

When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way, when I'm scared losing ground
When my world is going crazy you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield, from the storm for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again
I can do anything 'cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend you're always on my side
Giving me faith taking me through the night

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change for someone to lean on
But for a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to oh I turn to you

For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

You're my BESTFRIEND,BOYFRIEND,GIRLFRIEND,MY EVERYTHING!!
I LOVE YOU EVER SINCE U HEARD MY VERY FIRST CRY!

random

2010-05-04T16:36:00.002+08:00

hello! i know very dusty.
just got no time to really update bout anyting.
first of all..
im content with what i have now.
syukur alhamdulilah.=)

school good. Understand Test is next week.
its already my 3rd week in sch!
im super busy lately.
been joining club i never join before.
tmrw will be my capoeira class.*winks*
hahahah! must try something new everytime.

nothing much to blog about!
ouhh and support my good friend fahmy in anugerah skrin!=)
all the best fahmy!!!

till here!
toodles.

ps: why bother thinking bout somebody when he just dont think bout you!!

yes fartika! WHY BOTHER!!!

i was once who make u happy

2010-05-02T00:30:00.001+08:00

Dear You,
hé vous. tu me manques. Je sais que tu ne sais pas mais j'espère qu'un jour
tu sais. tout ce que j'ai manqué à votre sujet. Comme j'aurais voulu pause avec
ceux que nous met.i première absence fumer avec you.dinner avec you.jokes avec
you.laugh avec you.walking maison avec you.late nuits avec vous. mais Im se
demandant ont u ne m'a jamais manqué??
yours truly,
fartika jaafar

mom

2010-04-26T00:16:00.002+08:00

my mom being such a sweet heart..
went out with her just now..
and she hold my hands..

she say this..
mom: its been long u broke up right.? no one holds ur hand right??
ika: yaa..
mom: now im holding your hand =)

and im like.. AWWWW!! okay MOM YOU BE MY BF!!! =))

i love her! =)

ungu night

2010-04-25T03:07:00.002+08:00

kekasih gelapku says everything about you. =)

cant wait for INDO FEST.

i realize something.. i have been enjoying every part of my life..

but something is missing..

esp just now when pasha sang 'Seperti Dulu' & 'Tercipta Untukku' ..

fook! feeling feeling emotional gitu!!

im looking forward for upcoming week.

because im taking up new activities.

something i never try before..

taking up salsa dance and brazil dance.

HAHAHA!

wooot!!!

good night!

will update again..

2010-04-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

errr.. another long day tmrw, bye!

plain

2010-04-17T11:46:00.002+08:00

*wipe dust*
im tired. i don't have time for myself. i always forget to take my medication, my supplements, my vitamins every morning.

i want to chilled out. i need to go somewhere.
i missed my friends.

till i update again.

ps: do you know i was standing right there all along... but you just ignored.... =(

lost

2010-04-06T18:56:00.003+08:00

yes!
because everthing seems to fall apart & i don't know who to turn too..
i missed someone. i hope he's doing good out there.
im worried bout my mom condition.
like seriously worried.
i can break down if i want to talk bout it.
so better not..

fullstop=/

great weekend

2010-03-28T21:45:00.002+08:00

my saturday..
helping amira with her friend = Fun =)
hanging out with my friend & his friend.. = AWESOME.
guitar hero last night. hahaha! fcuked! i only can play easy!
when it comes to hard or medium im dead!

reached home in the morning.
i swear im tired. but worth it =)
i mean im gonna have fun before i start with my career!
chey!career seh!
=p

i think that chilled out place would be my place to release my mind..

my sunday..
fishing with family..

woke up with high fever =.=

im sicked now.
its sucks!

till here!
bye=)

have a great week ahead..

ps: i still cant get over something personal... to even think bout it.. i can cry...=(

hmm

2010-03-27T18:12:00.001+08:00

i didnt know that photoshoot can turn out to be fun =)
or was it the photographer???

for a first timer like me..
i had fun during the short photoshoot session.
hahaha!
all thanks to amira & her friend kak noni =)

ouhhh! im a cute clown =)
nono! happy clown!

=)

till here!
going to hang out with my friends!!

turrah!

too much to say it here

2010-03-26T20:44:00.005+08:00

i swear i have so much to update.
but sadly i don't have the time to really update =P
I MISS MY LAPTOP.
and tomorrow im going to search for a new charger with my friend.
and helping out amira=)

i need a hug=(

PLACEBO PLACEBO PLACEBO!!!

2010-03-17T21:25:00.004+08:00

YES ARH!!! its TOMORROW!!
it will be my first ever going for a live concert with my friends!
ashtray heart! bitter end! bright lights! battle of the sun!!
kings of med!

I CANT WAIT!!!
will be going with my friends =)
going to meet new people & make new friends =)

i swear im going to have ALOT OF FUN TOMORROW!!!
and a whole lot of fun for weekends!
FRIDAY WILD WILD WET!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

i love my new evisu spec!
so nerd and chic!

hell yeah!
bye people!

huggs!!

hell yeah!!

2010-03-14T21:00:00.004+08:00

i had a great week!!
as each days goes by im a happy girl!
like seriously!
im smiling from ear to ear!
its not that im having a relationship!
ohh wait im still single!
hahaha!people around me making me happy=)

I KNOW HOW TO RIDE A BICYCLE!!!
HAHAHAHAH!

i promise i will blog when i have the time okay=))
PLACEBO 4 MORE DAYS!!
i cant wait to rock at fort canning with my friends! =)

thank you allah for everything=)

fartika

everybody knows that nobody really know

2010-03-05T20:24:00.002+08:00

Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try , One more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really know..

i had a bad day i guess.
lost in the east. thanks to talissa for like guiding me thru phone..
yes! im so nerd cause i didn't note down the address =.=
err! they were harsh on me.. shooting me with unexpected question..
but never mind. its part and parcel of life.

any whooo..
my eye candy dah nak tunang =.=
hahahah! my mom name it for me..
its a guy at bukit gombak. HUAHUAHUAHUA!
my mom any o how. =.=
but he's cute laa.
my mom never failed to make me laugh..
even though i had a bad day.
love you mom =)

till here.
good night=)

any kakis?

2010-03-04T22:08:00.002+08:00

okay i decided to go for mosaic at esplanade. but i need kakis! the fray might be a missed. arrgh! no maybe im going too! cant decide! i wnt kakis! anyway i decided to go for the casting..im going to take a risk! heh! tmrw im goin to have a long day! and saturday heading to esplanade for my friends performance!=) good night! it gonna start from today onwards!

look on the bright side baby

2010-03-03T20:30:00.005+08:00

thank you girls for yesterday!
catch up session after such a long time=))
fresh bake waffles with strawberry awesome laa!
ouhh! so there clinic there!
hahahaha! CAN I MEET MR DOCTOR??
HAHAHAH! cant wait for the next slumber session=P

the moon ure still beautiful last night!

im a happy girl because i just bought myself a PUMA watch!!
i love PUMA!
and i love my new baby watch! heh!
IM HAPPY!

i want to go to the fray at marina promenade!
any kakis!???

till here..
good night..

ps:i think i miss you=)

moon

2010-03-02T23:22:00.002+08:00

ure so bright tonight! been putting my thumb over you.just like the scene in dear john! beautiful night sky plus you equal breathless and speechless. i like it=)

saturday and i have my eye candy

2010-02-27T17:16:00.003+08:00

its saturday. im at work.
actually im tired. but its all worth it=)
meet up with talissa for recruitment drive.
it disappoint us actually but we really hope they looked thru our resume and call us =)
really really hope they do..
let just see okay=)
saw lots of eye candy=P *insert mentel face*
like seriously!!! hehehehe!
we had breakfast comes with lunch at lido and we catch things up with each other.
thank you lissa for just now =D

I SHALL LEARN MY LESSON THAT NOT ALL RECRUITMENT DRIVE THE SAME & MUST BE PUNCTUAL REGARDLESS ANYTHING! =)

anyway. i wanna go for sheesha session. movies session! like pretty please..

anyone??

omg its MARCH SOON! 19th more days!!!!

till here.
fartika

you know what calms me whenever my mind running wild..thinking?
i look and gaze at the night sky.
and i saw stars..
its blinking and blinking..
and i smile..
because there's one particular star which blinking bright at me..
i think of you and that star it resembles you..
ohh its you=)
but i know no one cares after all..
its just my dreams..
do you think it will come true?

dear john

2010-02-23T13:31:00.003+08:00

hello=)
i won a pair of complimentary tickets to watch 'Dear John' last night over at PS!
seriously its a nice movie.
its about long distance relationship..
im sure the book itself have a different ending..

my friend asked me whether i do believe in long distance relationship..
i answer him yes. =.=
but when i think about it again...
i say no.
because anything can happen within the days ure apart..
even though i never had a long distance relationship but i guess i watch too much unhappy-ending...

for now..
something is bothering me..
damn..

till here.
good night

random

2010-02-21T21:41:00.002+08:00

i had fun with her.

funny with our behaviour because we accidentally knock our head at each other because some scene are too hilarious!

i had a good day with her.

thanks mom =))

fartika is my name and im not a terrorist =)

im a sweet girl=))

HAHAHAHAHAH!

have a great week ahead!

take care=))

ika.

saturday

2010-02-20T23:25:00.004+08:00

hello =)

i realize i didn't blog too much..

just random thoughts.

a good tired week!

been running around the house with the nephews..

especially mikail!!

he's one clever 6mths old!

helping me cleaning around the house =.=

and today he's soo cute!

he had his usual KFC whipped potatoes..

after having 2 big scoops, he fall asleep!

whats more my mom feed him while he's sleeping and he still open his mouth!

HAHAHAHAH! i guess he's too tired...

been spending alot of time with mother lately.

which is good..

laugh and talk crap with her..

even today suppose to have a movie date!

but cancel due we are too lazy to go out!

we movie marathon at home..

like mother like daughter=)

love her=)

today first time video call with hanisah!

hahaha! SELENGER(NERDY)

my selenger face with her..

hohoho!

more pictures in facebook!

till here..

nothing much.

good night..

fartika jaafar.

2010-02-18T22:16:00.001+08:00

I Will Never Be The Same, If We Ever Meet Again =)

i lost my star.

2010-02-17T21:46:00.003+08:00

Don't leave me here to pass through time
Without a map or road sign
don't leave me here, my guiding light
'Cause I, I wouldn't know where to begin
I ask the kings of medicine
But it seems they've lost their power
Now all I'm left with is the hour

everyday doesn't seem so great.
like how it use to be.
or was it me or something else.
i ain't sure.

i hope everything will be okay for me after tomorrow or whatever day it is..
its suck actually. but i will get through this..

fartika

2010-02-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

Valentine's with cousins & family!
It was fun..
Chit chatting with aunties for the next gathering and planning for the upcoming wedding.
I cant wait for the next gathering!
Thanks mama for today plan!

Im at home now.updating using mobile.
Since my baby is sicked and havent got his "medication" yet...
I gotta use my mobile for the tyme being=)

yesterday i spent my day at work setting up new computer..
Cheers to me and nurline because we set up the whole 28 computer in 3hrs!
Pretty tired but more delighted to get my soda gembira after work!
Got home and helped out mom with the food preparations..
Slept late coz i watched white chicks till late morning!

And now im waiting for 200 pounds at channel U!
Plus plus im having bad headache! Maybe because im too tired..

Cousins pictures i will upload soon. Will tagged u at facebook=)

till here..
Good night!

Ika

2010-02-12T21:04:00.002+08:00

how i wished that really happen!! =)

hello friday!
i had bad stupid dream!
i dreamt i got molest by some stupid guy in the lift..
i thought it was surreal!!
when i woke up i immediately wanted to let my mom know bout it..
but i stopped. because it was just a dream!
*relieved*

i know this is stupid but damn it scares a whole lot of me!
enough bout the dreams..

im at work right now..
delighted to see new computer being set up=))
all computer using the new window vista =)
much much better..
its saturday tomorrow & i gotta work to do spring cleaning and set up 20 computers =.="
lucky half day =)

its weekend, chinese new year & valentine's..
sunday cousins gathering in the morning..
can't wait.
=)

till here.
i gotta end my work.
meeting the parents for supper.

Happy Holidays! =)

anyway. checked out this website.
pretty cool! Hynotize Yourself.

fartika

ps:nope. im enjoying every single part of my life now=D

alley bar & town

2010-02-10T02:45:00.005+08:00

tell me bout it..
this is my virgin trip to a bar/pub.
its not in plan. its sudden plan since she want to meet up with her ex colleagues..
and so yup! her ex colleagues are all friendly!
cheers to a new friend.. aniz =)
all pictures in my facebook!
a good place to chilled!

i did alot of shopping! NO~! WE DID ALOT OF SHOPPING!
thanks to her!

and <3 i guess i have to hold on to the shirts..

till here. im sleepy..
good night=)

fartika

i know this is random

2010-02-09T14:28:00.001+08:00

like O M G!!! i love the WAVE of my HAIR!!!!!

today my monday doens't feel blue

2010-02-08T20:33:00.002+08:00

"I Stabbed A Black Guy Because I'm Single"

HAHAHAHAHAH! pity the black guy!

ouhh well.. alot of things happen lately..
just submitted my JPAE application..
and im seriously irritated + distracted because i wanted to apply for one private school..
and the online application doesn't allow me to type my birthday=.=..
which means i cant apply online!!!!
*bloody goose*

arrgghhh!!

but on happier side..
tickets bought just now=)
fast forward to march pls!
im excited because this is my first time to live concert!!!=))

and 2 more weeks for casting=/
double nervous..

3 more weeks for JPAE results..
ouhh pretty pls..
let me have a place this time..=/

i cant wait for this sunday..
on happier note.. no valentine's date for me this year..
i feel 18 years old back!!!=)))
single & happy go lucky.. (because people around me make me feel that way!)
im happy because family gathering over at grandparents place for lunch!
each family have to bring "POTLUCK"..
see you cousins on sunday!

and hope dearest grandma will get well soon..

ever since i heard my mom's problem..
i can see her fears in her eyes..
i knew my mom as a strong person..
and im sure she is & i will be there for her..
i cant bare seeing her eyes tears..
if i do.. im the one who be the first to cry before she is..=/
mommy i love you k?
and yes mom! get well soon!!!!

im at work now. ever since i heard stories at my work place!
I ~~DARE~~ NOT TO GO TO TOILET!
---------------.----------------"

and i have been having nightmares lately..
which end up having tears down my cheek..
it feel surreal..
did talk bout it to my mom..
and she told not to think hard bout it.

guess till here.
i cant wait for tomorrow!
out with my bitch=)
for ICE CREAM!!!!

good night=)
fartika

random

2010-02-07T15:10:00.001+08:00

If you saw a sign with a red button below it and the sign read " Do not push button". Would you push the button???

i guess i would.but that depends on the situation.=)

twinkle twinkle little stars

2010-02-05T20:52:00.005+08:00

im at work. waiting for my family to picked me up =)
because they were from kallang having dinner..

happy weekends.=)

fartika.

*im falling in love with the night sky now.esp when there's lotts of stars.. its beautiful.*

run

hehehe

2010-02-03T16:24:00.003+08:00

I HAD NOTHING BETTER TO DO BY MAKING DANISH MIKAIL LOOK LIKE A GIRL, HEH! CUTE KAN!!
~~DANIELLE~~ MIKAIL =)

picture upload by mobile

2010-02-02T20:52:00.006+08:00

here the picture i upload by mobile.. as you know my baby charger is dead =.="

AWESOME

2010-02-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

okay.here's my weekend..
my saturday with them..

i had AWESOME weekends!
awesome saturday! not so AWESOME sunday=)
TOOTH FAIRY at Marina with beloved bunch of gerek kakis.
we had a fast catch up session over at LJS.
and syimah bought turkey & spanish language book.

Tooth Fairy really funny!
i laugh alot in the movie theater.
i was too happy. the sarcastic remarks got me laughing real bad..
pokes at herny till she got ________ (insert urself).

sorry herny.. =))

after tooth fairy. rushed back to watch movies with family.
YES movie with them!
my parents dah okay=))
im glad they are in talking terms..
5 days its long okay!
brother treats. lucky i reach on time for the movie..

i should say this movie is much much better than 'congkak' & 'jangan pandang berlakang'
because this movie make sense!
and whats more...
use to happen to my mom when she's my age..

i like the story line.. but hates the shocking part..

I WATCH 2 MOVIES ON SATURDAY!
gerek kan!

THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO RAWK my saturday!
next up we "PUMP" our self at you know where..=D

hahahaha!!

my sunday spent with my family.had lunch over at hajah maimunah & brought my facial product. and head off to work =/

i hate when my face having break - outs.
and i hate it when my mom start to nag about it.
because when she nag it will make me more stress!

and and! MY BABY LAPPY CHARGER DIED ON ME!!
=/ =/ =/
no more late nights!
actually its good so i wont have bad panda eyes!

and YES! i have postponed my casting on the 19th!!=))
18 more days...

till here..
good night everyone=)

ps:ouhh i have change my number. the close one i will let you guys know=)

fartika

i missed your smile

random

2010-01-31T21:40:00.001+08:00

KANGEN

will update tomorrow. my baby died on me! =.=
and and __________
its the month of FEBRUARY tomorrow.
please be good..

AND AND!! I WANT TO GO PLACEBO at Fort Canning on march!!!
anyone want to follow??

fartika

its friday

2010-01-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

my itchy hand last night got me by sending application online for some reality tv show,
got me in for casting!!
which its unexpected because i don't expect myself to get the chance for their casting!
heh! and im SO NOT PREPARE!

casting is next friday.
or wait.. shall i say to them i want to postpone it?
see itchy fingers! all ur fault! =P
im not prepared!

lets drop that casting thing..

i hate to say this..
but when things happening at home it makes me giving up and feeling down..

i hate it soo muchh

.............................

ika

i dont want a broken.......

2010-01-28T22:36:00.002+08:00

Happy 7th Birthday Syasya!!
i love you & hope to meet you soon=)
study smart sweetie=)

okay.honestly im not good today.
too many things happened one after another.
i don't want anything happen to my love ones..
i just hope this misunderstanding between them will end soon.
i dont like to see her being sad.
i just hope things will change and back to normal.

i really really hope it does..='(

good night.

thanks mom

2010-01-28T00:09:00.003+08:00

i felt better after letting go what's on my mind to my best friend aka my mom.
i cried i laugh with her.
i told her whats bothering me.
she told me not to think too much bout it.
people out there love to bring people down.
this is life..
some people just cant seem to see another being happy.

thanks mom. i love u sangat sangat!
all she told me is to think of something that make u happy..
and i did.
i just love her so much!

im looking forward for my weekends.
arghh! its only thursday!
im meeting my girlfriends.

good night.

ps:this friday will be the last.=)

i just want this to end

2010-01-27T19:32:00.004+08:00

im in the verge of breaking down......
it totally pissed me off.

why cant people see me being happy?
i did not ruin anyone happiness..

for once can u let me breathe....??

fartika

random

2010-01-26T23:54:00.003+08:00

im pretty good.
and im better in time=)

so yesterday i had an awesome night out! =)))

i have picture of the day to share...

are u guys ready to go swimming?
DANISH MIKAIL dah READY nie!!!!!

till here..
good night..

2010-01-24T21:55:00.002+08:00

feeling weak & sicked!!
i hate the feeling when i get bad headache every night..
it seems like my brain being crashed badly..
hate it.

lazy sunday i should say.
work in the morning. home in the afternoon.

im turning in early..
working again tmrw. =.="

good night.

fartika

ps: i hope my drawing puzzle turn out nice..

tired!!!

2010-01-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

i cant imagine im on heels from 9am till 10pm!! whole day!
from holiday inn hotel to great world back to hotel than to town than to east coast!!
didnt bring my flat shoe because the plan is to head back home to change but no time so i had to rush from place to place..
didnt bring casual clothes along..
office wear to ECP!!
good one huh!

thank lissa=) i had great time with you.not always i went out with you..
thank fuzza for just now. i had total fun with the laughter and photo session..
Happy 16 Birthday Esty =))) jumpe lagi!!

thank you hor hari ini!! SAYA SUKE SEKALI =))

GREAT SATURDAY!!

till here..
im having bad headache..

fartika

its friday

2010-01-22T20:34:00.002+08:00

pretty bored at work.
either playing UNO or watch videos at youtube..
or do some research..

so today my sister not working..
and we headed down to ayer rajah food center to have our lunch there with mom & mikail..
i had mee goreng! =) very delicious.
its recommended.=)

nothing much today.
will be missing aiman & mikail..='(

tomorrow its SATURDAY!!
i LIKE!
because i have plans like the whole day!
*smile wide wide*

and SUNDAY maybe meet the girls after work=)

nothing much uhh.
till here.

fartika

tears

2010-01-22T02:12:00.002+08:00

its heart breaking..
when was the last time i cried?
because im in tears now..
i can't take it anymore....

its 215am in the morning.
and yet im not asleep...

................................

my wednesday

2010-01-20T23:39:00.004+08:00

i had a long Wednesday!
all thanks to my sis & brother who took off..=)
unexpected plan for the day..
slept late last night at 4am!!
freaking pissed with myself because i couldn't sleep due to watching too much gores videos..
and i was feeling sad at the point of time..
and something bothering me...

got up as early as 8am...
because my grandparents came over my place..
missed them=))
send aiman to school & off for breakfast over at al-azhar..
send them back home & we went to my sister's crib over at sembawang..
we head down to sembawang park.. and off to geylang =.=

my brother's wedding is in 7mths!!
7/8/10!!
im super egg-xited for it!
like as if im the one who get married!
heh! so we already settled with afew stuff.
and its going to be BEAUTIFUL.
because his younger sister here choose the colors and surprised mom like it & so do my sis! =))

got back before 6pm..
and went out for a walk just now..
because the weather just nice to go for a walk...

great day =))

till here.
good night.

speechless

2010-01-19T23:35:00.001+08:00

im just feeling sad.
but i know this feeling will get by soon..

will....

fartika

ever wonder

2010-01-16T13:13:00.002+08:00

woke up at 7am..
and went out for a walk with mom...
had fun walking and joking around her..

got back and getting ready for work.
which where i am now.
cant wait to finish soon around 2pm..
and will be heading down town..
maybe dropping by nafa & laselle open house & mdis.

i got a job interview on tuesday & saturday.
wished me luck..

will be a busy bee this coming week.=/

till here..
take care & have a great week!

random

2010-01-14T22:52:00.003+08:00

patience and everything will be fine..
i is missing my friends..=(

why ouh why

2010-01-14T20:18:00.005+08:00

random conversation between me & mom..

mom: ika kalau pergi.... mama akan cari orang yang same macam ika, tinggi macam ika untuk temankan mama berbual malam..

(if i were to go.my mom will find somebody who exactly like me to accompany her through out her nights.)

ika:mama nie buat ika sedih laa. ='(

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random

2010-01-13T19:55:00.001+08:00

hmm.i spent laughing away with mom looking at old photos of mine.
spent watching indonesia movie too.
i did spent quality time with her..
cant imagine my life without her around..
she make my day everytime..
i love her till my last breath!

and yesterday she give me riddle..

mom: ikan aper ikan miskin?
me:*thinking* ikan bilis?
mom: SALAH! IKAN KERING!
me: =.="
mom:lagi satu.. ikan aper ikan sakit?
me: ader ker ikan sakit??
mom:*laughing* ade!
me:*thinking* no idea!
mom: *laughing* IKAN KEMBONG!
me: huh!? ikan kembong ikan sakit?
mom: a'arh sebab perot dier kembong.

HAHAHAHA! see my mom! ade ade jer..

till here.
i have nothing much to blog about.
take care=)

-fartika-

smile

2010-01-12T18:12:00.005+08:00

dedicate to my friends =)
found this somewhere tumblr..

*most importantly,keep smiling,because life's a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about*
=)

of course there is! because im happy the way i am now..
because people make me believe there's more to life=)
there's more to adventure..
thank you to those people..
im blessed to have them around..

<3

The Butterfly

2010-01-11T21:23:00.004+08:00

ending very sad!
i didn't realize that my eyes are teary..
i love the story-line..
i love their friendship..
its a must to watch for those who are indonesia movie fans=)

anyway. yesterday i met lyn!
we did alot of catching up..
thought of hanging out at arab street..
but we went for window shopping instead.
walk to city hall and back to bugis.
i love you,babe! =)
thank u so much for last night!

fartika

i guess i missed you

adore you

2010-01-10T12:44:00.000+08:00

first entry & im soo happy!!

i had so much fun yesterday!!
*all smiles*
my saturday rawks!
and now i cant wait to finish work and meet up with my gf!
im so hungry!